Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
There are times. Kita duduk.diam.dan berfikir.mengenang segala kisah lalu. segala apa yang kita dah pun lalui. and then we look to ourselves.and eventually admit. we miss our old selves.
Kalau dulu rajin solat tahajjud; sekarang?
Kalau dulu rajin pergi surau; sekarang?
Kalau dulu pandai jaga adab; sekarang?
Kalau dulu..
Kalau dulu..
dan diri terus mengenang.
Bukan saja2 Allah bagi kita 'mengenang'.
Bukan saja2 Allah bagi kita duduk,diam dan berfikir.
Bukan saja2.
Allah nak kita muhasabah.
Allah nak kita reflect diri.
That's why He gives us those weird feelings. Feelings of guilt. Feelings of lost. Feelings of devestation.
One reason. For us to think and make a change. To keep improving ourselves towards a better self.
"Saya... saya rindu tabiyyah. i miss those days. and i keep missing those days.."
Rindu.
Sebab dalam hati masih ada iman.
Meski mungkin sudah semakin berkurang, to the most lowest level.
Tapi setidaknya masih bersisa.
Hati manusia sifatnya berbolak balik.
Ada masa iman naik. Ada masa iman turun.
Kita bukan malaikat yang punya iman yang maintain je.
dan kita juga bukan Rasul yang punya iman yang sentiasa meningkat.
We're just normal human beings.
Thats why we should never stop praying,
"Wahai Allah yang Maha membolak balikkan hati. Bolak balikkanlah hatiku ke arah keredhaanMu."
Kalau rindu tarbiyyah.
Mana buktinya?
Mana usaha untuk tingkatkan balik iman dalam diri?
Mana.. mana.. dan mana.
Pejam mata. Pegang hati. Tanya diri.
Never blame the surrounding.
sebab mukmin yang benar2 kuat mampu untuk terus kuat walau ke mana pun dia dicampak.
Usaha.
Usaha untuk re-build hati.
He gave us that feeling of 'missing those days' for a reason.
Not just for us to cry and hope that we can go back to the past.
That feeling is to help us rise. Become better people from all the past experiences that we have been through.
However hectic life can be sometimes.
Never forget that life is just a journey..
From Allah to Allah.
So the happiness..the sadness.. the pain..
its never forever.
We strive for the best in life, in gaining knowledge.. for no other reason other than to get His blessings.
Sebab tanpa redha Dia...
we are nothing.
T-T
Saya tuju saya.
Yang selalu rasa lemah.
Yang selalu mengenang masa lalu.
dan yang selalu alpa.
Yours sincerely
Dr-to-be Khaulah Nubla.
a strong girl :')
11.42pm
USM KLE
Belgaum, Karnataka
India.
There are times. Kita duduk.diam.dan berfikir.mengenang segala kisah lalu. segala apa yang kita dah pun lalui. and then we look to ourselves.and eventually admit. we miss our old selves.
Kalau dulu rajin solat tahajjud; sekarang?
Kalau dulu rajin pergi surau; sekarang?
Kalau dulu pandai jaga adab; sekarang?
Kalau dulu..
Kalau dulu..
dan diri terus mengenang.
Bukan saja2 Allah bagi kita 'mengenang'.
Bukan saja2 Allah bagi kita duduk,diam dan berfikir.
Bukan saja2.
Allah nak kita muhasabah.
Allah nak kita reflect diri.
That's why He gives us those weird feelings. Feelings of guilt. Feelings of lost. Feelings of devestation.
One reason. For us to think and make a change. To keep improving ourselves towards a better self.
"Saya... saya rindu tabiyyah. i miss those days. and i keep missing those days.."
Rindu.
Sebab dalam hati masih ada iman.
Meski mungkin sudah semakin berkurang, to the most lowest level.
Tapi setidaknya masih bersisa.
Hati manusia sifatnya berbolak balik.
Ada masa iman naik. Ada masa iman turun.
Kita bukan malaikat yang punya iman yang maintain je.
dan kita juga bukan Rasul yang punya iman yang sentiasa meningkat.
We're just normal human beings.
Thats why we should never stop praying,
"Wahai Allah yang Maha membolak balikkan hati. Bolak balikkanlah hatiku ke arah keredhaanMu."
Kalau rindu tarbiyyah.
Mana buktinya?
Mana usaha untuk tingkatkan balik iman dalam diri?
Mana.. mana.. dan mana.
Pejam mata. Pegang hati. Tanya diri.
Never blame the surrounding.
sebab mukmin yang benar2 kuat mampu untuk terus kuat walau ke mana pun dia dicampak.
Usaha.
Usaha untuk re-build hati.
He gave us that feeling of 'missing those days' for a reason.
Not just for us to cry and hope that we can go back to the past.
That feeling is to help us rise. Become better people from all the past experiences that we have been through.
However hectic life can be sometimes.
Never forget that life is just a journey..
From Allah to Allah.
So the happiness..the sadness.. the pain..
its never forever.
We strive for the best in life, in gaining knowledge.. for no other reason other than to get His blessings.
Sebab tanpa redha Dia...
we are nothing.
T-T
Saya tuju saya.
Yang selalu rasa lemah.
Yang selalu mengenang masa lalu.
dan yang selalu alpa.
Yours sincerely
Dr-to-be Khaulah Nubla.
a strong girl :')
11.42pm
USM KLE
Belgaum, Karnataka
India.
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